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I will bring my radical authenticity, personal story, shining spirit, and warm soul to your gathering on an intimate and heart-centered level.

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Are you and your girlfriends hosting an intimate gathering at one of your homes and want to have me over to give a talk?

 

I will walk you and your friends through my very personal and heart-wrenching story of losing my first husband to suicide. I will shed light on how I got through and beyond the darkest days of grief, and where I found hope and joy within the storm.

 

I will share how you can become resilient after any struggle you face, find meaning inside of your suffering, and inspire you to re-enter life with courage, hope, and gratitude.

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  One beautiful fall day in September of 2015, I got a knock on the door that my husband had killed himself on some family land. We had been married for 9 years and in the next room napping were our children, ages 4 years old and 23 months. I was one month shy of turning 36. This is the day that my entire world shattered and my heart lit on fire. I was 35 years old the day I was widowed.  I have had to rise out of those shattered pieces and put me and my children's lives back together. I am now a Writer, Grief Support Specialist, and Spiritual Mentor.

I remarried in 2019 and moved to Rosemount, Minnesota: Proving to widows everywhere that life and love after loss is possible. 

 

 

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I can also give talks on:

 

Grief

Hope and Courage

Suicide Loss 

Widowhood & Remarriage 

Trauma & Overcoming

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......and I can co-mingle all of this together into one evening depending on what you ask me to talk about. 

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If you would like me to be at your next intimate gathering please email: niktebbe@gmail.com

 

I am prepared to channel my wisdom to fit your needs.

 

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Head on over to my social media pages and watch some of my videos to get a feel for my wise, loving, and kind-hearted soul. 

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Email me to book me at your next women's gathering: 

niktebbe@gmail.com 

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**Cost depends on location of event** 

 

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"Thank you for your courageous, raw, and unselfish post. You are priceless in a world full of broken-hearted people, shining your light." 

 

"As of today, I am going to start again. I'm so sorry for your loss, your story touched me like no therapy session or anything I have ever read before ever has." 

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"I love how God can use our greatest pain to give us purpose. Your message is so important.
I love what you do." 

 

"Nik you have a beautiful, positive, genuine, raw, powerful light that shines out from within you."